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Rememberingitinthedaysofachild.

Adreamandtherealitymingledandtheworldspreadoutforever.StraightAninstantwaseverlastingbrightnessforaninstantandwasablinkandwastrue.AllwasineternityandthelightthatIthoughttobefreefreerthananyoneelsethanwhatandtheshadowandthecolorandtheairwerefreeandIpickedupthisworldlivelyaboveall.Iwaslightandwasashadowandwasacolor.TherewerethemnearmeanytimeandIlivedwithallofthem.

Howevertheyareaafaroffpersonalltoosoon.Nothingischanged.Butifallwhichallhasturnedintolookjustlikeitconclusively.Itisnotpossibletoplayinthebeautifulworldsothatachestisbrokenanymore.AsfortheduskIhavepassedinme.IsometimesfeelthatIamlonelyaboutitorfeelnothing.Itisscarythattimetofeelnothingincreases.Inthatwayitisscarytoforgetthem.

Timeandtheworldthatonlyachildwasgiven.Thoughitcannotsetfootinthereanymoreitstillpraytomethatothergirlsplaythere.

 

 2010/06/13

 

 

 

 

 

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